.Wednesday, May 5, 2010' 2:46 AM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
Didnt go skol today . coz overslept .
Stay at home study almost whole day .
so tired .
lols . nth much to post today .
just feel like letting the blog dead liddat .
lols . i damn lazy to post . lols .
running out of ideas .
think alot . but dun get the answer tat i want .
lols . whats more can i do ? i really dun noe .
very tired . feel like just sleep and tat it .
but , i cant .
i dun want give up , coz i noe everything is possible .
tat all i can say barh .
everytime i nid encouragement is always the same ppl ard me .
everytime i say i want to be alone , is always the same ppl with me .
standing by my side to accompany me .
make me feel tat i not worth to be alone .
and even now , i nid them , they will still be by my side .
even though , i dun worth it .
But ppl tat nid me is everytime the same but they are not the ppl tat always be with me by my side .
and i am always listening to them . but when i wanted to talk to them , wad their answer was just a NO !
why is tat so ? idk .
are they really my frens ? i really dun noe .
haix !!
