.Friday, May 7, 2010' 3:57 AM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
(06/05/10)
Went for cell grp meeting . 1 word to describe , AWESOME !
Wad Wendy says is wad I had go through . Which is I cant believe it .
For people that don't know what kind of person I really am .
Now over here I tell you .
I hate people treat me like a toy , when you need a person to cry out to then you come find me . When you don't need then you throw me aside . I really hate it .
I don't say no when people need a listening ear , a person to talk to , a shoulder to cry on or what so ever , But , If you take it for granted , I might not be there for you anymore . Cause I REALLY HATE IT ! The reason I post this up is because many of you are doing this to me . Even my closest friends . Every time when you all need me , you all will be like "vivien vivien , I very sad bla bla bla ." But when I am sad , what did you tell me ? I only need to say , " hey , you free to chat ? I need somebody to talk to now , I quite sad ." You all will be like , " talk to someone else , I not that free for you ." What is this man ?
I never say a NO to you before , But why is there always a NO from you ? WHY ???
Want know reason , ask yourself .
(07/05/10)
Hehe (: today okok lorhhx . Mood back around 50-60% . Same same . Fall asleep in class . Science lesson . No teacher . So slept . English lesson . Got teeacher like no teacher like that so used phone , then sleep . Lols . Then TPI . Sleep again .Then recess . After that Math . This time round , didn't sleep , did my work . Then PE . Then head home .
Going off soon . Gonna sleep .
Goodnight guys (:
