.Monday, March 29, 2010' 4:36 AM Y
I cut my wrist every night.
Posting for Friday night:
Hahas :):)
AWESOMEcell group meeting .
lols .
hahas .
cell group meeting starts at 8..
hahas .
play pool with jingyilim for about 5 to 10 min .
lols .
she say she dun noe hor to play ..
BUT !!!!!!!!!! SHE WON ME -.-!!!!!!!!!!
Wad is this . lols .
after cell group meeting we go eat .
then go home around 11 .?
then saw jiawei and his cell group there .
walk forward and talk ...
i think i gave jiawei an eye look ...
dun noe wad look . but i noe i did tat .
sorry for doing tat .
den send min er home ...
didnt talk at all .
coz sad .(of something , dun ask why .)
emo all alone when i sent her home and when i walking home .
go home everybody was sleeping .
i was crying til 12+ going 1 den sleep .
end of friday .
Saturday:
woke up ard 7 , went back to sleep .
woke up agian at 8.40 am ....
I AM LATE FOR CHILDREN CHURCH !!!!!!!!!!!! AGRHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!
after bath all this is like 9 .
then rush down to petir .
then wait for bus to come .
reach church on time .
lols .
after children church go meet deanna they all .
they go eat .
i'm like walking around the church .
lols .
after service go lvl 4 .
alot of things happen .
why our friendship become like that ?
wad had happen between us and our friendship ?
u urself say u dun want friendship to die .
BUT ! you urself make our friendship die ...
wad is this ?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hate this feeling .
It make me cry whole night .
end of saturday .
Sunday:
nth much to say .
went to W481A cell group meeting .
play guitar for their cell group meeting .
hahas .
Weiming was here for make-up cell grp meeting ...
lols .
before cell grp meeting starts .
I practice with shan .
quite ok .
den wendy came and practice with me .
everything seems to go so weird .
den cell grp meeting starts .
everything goes so wrong .
is my fault .
i didnt play properly .
after cell group .
weiming told me tat my guitar damn slag ...
i was damn sad of coz .
but . thx him for telling me so straight to my face .
not like other ppl .
they noe but dun wan tell me .
and still talk behind of me .
hate it of coz .
den go bugis wif shan .
shan go tuition .
i go meet yu xian go jamming .
vian and shan came after tat .
den go vian hus ard 6.30 .(if i'm not wrong.)
go practise guitar and find chords for jingyitan de song .
den go home ard 9+ .
reach home quite late .
den recall wad weiming had told me abt my guitar .
den dun noe why cry out ...
damn sad . he quite fierce .
lols .
actually not bah .
but i find it fierce .
lols .
end of sunday .
TODAY !!!!!!!!
TEACHER WANT ME TO GIVE THE 300BUCKS FOR MY N LVL FEE BY WEDNESDAY .
HOW WOULD I GIVE BY THIS WEDNESDAY ?
DAMN STRESS .
TODAY P.E LESSON .
RUN 10 ROWS AT INDOOR SPORTS HALL(ISH)
JUST BECOZ I DIDNT BRING P.E T-SHIRT -.-!!
AND DID 30 PUSH UPS AND 10 JUMPING JACK !
DAMN DAMN TIRED .
LOLS .
END OF TODAY LE !!!
GOODNIGHT GUYS :D:D
