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.Monday, April 23, 2012' 10:41 AM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

HAIX . THINGS HAPPENED . PROBLEMS COMES . BOYFRIEND GOES . AND IT SEEMS LIKE A PLAN ! HAHAH ! EVEN BREAK UP ALSO WANT PLAN ? WTF ?! WHY GUYSS MUST TREAT GIRLS LIKEA TOY ?! SERIOUSLY , LIKE THAT YOU ALL THINK VERY FUN LAH ?! FUCK UP !!!!!

 

HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS SONG JUST NOW .
LYRICS BELOW ;



我爱过你

一分钟 拥抱多像永久 再温暖也到了最后
在分岔路口 怎么舍不得总是要 有人先走

我以为我 没有流泪 为什么却加倍难受
若开口挽留 是犯了最残忍的错 什么都别说

我爱过你才懂 谁都没有错 松手安静愈合伤口
走到了最像朋友的出口 我们怎么能回头
离开你才懂 真实地爱过 才舍得目送你自由
直到多年后再见 听笑容说 爱过你的是我

一滴泪 归还多少温柔 替我留在你的胸口
我只能挥手 怕抬头想起你的脸 曾是我天空

我爱过你才懂 相处着寂寞 不如忍痛各自漫游
勇敢爱到分开不是尽头 我们会活在心中
离开你才懂 真实地爱过 才舍得目送你自由
记得如果再重逢 不同街头 爱过你的是我

记得要过得比我更快乐
答应我珍惜对的人那一双手

我爱过你才懂 谁都没有错 松手安静愈合伤口
走到感情最温馨的出口 我们怎么能回头
离开你才懂 真实地爱过 才舍得目送你自由
记得如果再重逢 不同街头 爱过你的是我
爱着你的 是我

MEET UP WITH ADDY CHUA THIS FEEL DAYS ^^ AT LEAST AT THIS PART OF TIME THERE'S A GUY AND A GIRL WERE UP THERE CARE FOR ME ^^






THANKS ADDY CHUA <3 YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE EVEN THOUGH I ALWAYS BULLY YOU :P BUT STILL YOU NEVER FAIL TO PAMPERED ME ALL THE TIME ^^ (THIS IS WHAT I FEEL LAH) SERIOUSLY I'VE NEVER BEEN PAMPERED BEFORE . EVEN MY BOYFRIEND DON'T PAMPERED ME . THANKS LAZY PIG ^^ I WOULDN'T FORGET THE TIMES WE HAD (: EVEN THOUGH THOSE TIME WE HAD IS NOT ALOT . BUT STIL YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE A SMILE ON MY FACE (:
THANKS SO MUCH LAZY PIG ^^ <3







THANKS AHTING <3 CAME DOWN TO PEI ME WHEN YOU HEARD ME CRYING THROUGH THE PHONE (: EVEN THOUGH WE JUST STAY AFEW BLOCKS AWAY , BUT YOU STILL MAKE A EFFORT TO COME DOWN (: LOVEDIEYOU ^^ BEST SISTER EVER (: TO BE HONEST , NOW I DON'T TRUST ANYBODY . I ONLY TRUST YOU . DON'T BREAK MY TRUST OK ? AFTER GOING THROUGH SO MUCH THINGS , STAYING AT YOUR HOUSE FOR SO MANY DAYS , WE SEEMS TO BECOME CLOSER THAN LAST TIME ^^ ENJOYING ALL DAYS WITH YOU WITHOUT ANY WORRIES (:
THANKS ALOT SISTER ^^


THANKS YOU GUYS SO MUCH ^^ (ADDY CHUA [LAZY PIG] AND JING TING [AHTING])

 

V's LIFE <3






.Monday, November 21, 2011' 4:49 AM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

I DUN KNOW WHAT'S WRONG . DONT KNOW WHAT'S ON MY MIND . THINKING OH SHIT ! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO NOW VIVIEN ?! WHY DID YOU DID THAT ?! NOW FULL OF SHIT ! I'M GONNA ASK BROTHER FOR SOME ADVICE NOW . SHOULDN'T SO HUSH . MY DECISION IS DAMN WRONG !!


V's LIFE !





.Monday, October 31, 2011' 11:01 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

ARCADE !! WOW !!! LOVE THIS JOB .. IS TIRED OF COURSE !! GOT WHICH JOB AREN'T TIRED ?? HAHAH !! LOKKING FORWARD TO SEE YOU AGAIN .. WHICH I THINK QUITE IMPOSSIBLE .. YOU BUSY I BUSY EVERYBODY IS SO BUSY NOW ): BUT STILL I WANT TO SEE YOU !! EVEN THOUGH JUST 1 NIGHT !! I'M ALSO HAPPY (: JUST THAT FEW HOURS SPENDING TIME WITH YOU THAT BUILD MY MOOD (: I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT ): IF ONLY MY WORKING HOURS IS LESSER ): WORK TIL 12+ ON FRIDAY . WHAT A DAY . LUCKY OFF ON SATURDAY :D HEHE !!:D GOING WORK LATER (: WHAT A DAY . WORK TIME FUN ..!!





.Saturday, October 15, 2011' 4:20 AM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

GONNA QUIT SCHOOL !! SERIOUSLY ! YOU GUYS DON'T LIKE ME DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE YOU GUYS OK .. GET THE FACT RIGHTS !! I'M NOT BORN FOR YOU GUYS O LIKE OR WHAT OK .. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE !!! SERIOUSLY IRRITATING MAX LAH !!!

STARTING WORK ON MONDAY .. GONNA WORK AND PAY MY BILL AND RETURN PEOPLE MONEY !! HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE KEEP POSTING THINGS LIKE 'OLD ME MONEY AND DON'T WANNA PAY' ETC . LIKE SERIOUSLY !! YOU'VE BORROWED FROM ME TOO .. SO WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO RETURN ?? I ONLY OLD YOU $20 .. YOU'VE OLD ME AROUND $100 !! I THINK THERE'S MORE THAN THAT !! HELLO !! WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO RETURN ME ?? OH !! I THINK YOU WOULDN'T EVEN RETURN BAH !! COURSE YOU ARE A BEGGER !! ALWAYS COME TO ME AND ASK 'VIVIEN GOT $10 BORROW ? GOT $20 BORROW ?' PLEASE LAH !! MY HOUSE NOT ATM LAH !! WANT BORROW MONEY AGAIN ? GO BORROW FROM LOAN SHARK LAH !! THAT $20 I WILL SURE RETURN YOU !! DON'T NEED TO WORRY !! I'M NOT LIKEA BEGGER LIKE YOU !! AND THE $100+ TAKE IT AS I BESS YOU BAH !! CHARITY UH !! I DON'T EXPECT ANY RETURN FROM A BEGGER !!^^

STARTING WORK ON MONDAY LOH !! GONNA BE LIKE WORK TIME FUN !!! HAHAH !! SHALL SEE HOW IT GOES (: I WANT TO FASTER CLEAR MY BILLS . GET A NEW PHONE . BUY EITHER IPHONE OR IPOD . GET A LAPPY . BUY MORE CLOTHES . AND PLANNING FOR PRIVATE (:

JIAYOU VIVIEN :D YOU CAN DO IT :D



V's LIFE <3





.Saturday, September 24, 2011' 10:31 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

WHAT A JOKE !! XMM BEING HOOLIGAN WITH ME ?! OMGOSH !! PLEASE LAH !! GO HOME DRINK MILK SUCK THUMB AND SLEEP LAH !! TRYING TO BE FUNNY HERE !! OMGOEH !!! XMM FOREVER XMM !! DON'T NEED TO ACT WHAT HOOLIGAN !!

DIDN'T CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY WITH YOU ): I HOPE I COULD .. BUT YOU WOULDN'T WANT BAH ?? HAHAHS .. ANW !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY :p I KNOW IS BELATED :P

GTG !! BYE (:
V's LIFE !!<3





.Sunday, August 28, 2011' 7:06 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

YOU ARE THE 1 THAT TENG ME THE MOST .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT PROMISE ME ALOT OF THINGS .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT MAKE SMILE AND LAUGH ALL TIMES WHEN WE MEET .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT SAID WOULDN'T MAKE ME FEEL ALONE AND WOULDN'T LEAVE ME ALONE .. BUT .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT STOP TENG-ING ME .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT BREAK ALL THE PROMISES .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT STOP ME FROM PUTTING A SMILE ON MY FACE .. YOU ARE THE 1 THAT STOP ME FROM LAUGHING .. AND NOW !! YOU ARE THE 1 THAT MAKE ME FEEL THAT I'M ALL ALONE .. SO WHAT YOU SAY IS JUST TO FU YAN WO LOH ?? I DON'T KNOW IS IT I THINK TOO MUCH OR THIS IS JUST HOW YOU TREAT ME NOW .. CONFUSE .. VERY CONFUSE .. CAN YOU TREAT ME LIKE HOW YOU DO LAST TIME ?? MISS THOSE TIME WHEN YOU WILL NATURALLY CALL ME WHEN YOU HAVING BREAKS .. (EVEN IF IS JUST 3 MINS) MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN YOUR OFF DAY ,, INSTEAD OF SLEEPING YOU CAME ALL THE WAY DOWN TO MY SCHOOL TO PICK ME UP AND WE GO OUT TOGETHER .. MISS THOSE TIMES THAT WE TALK TIL LATE NIGHT .. MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN I'M SICK ,, YOU WILL WARN ME NOT TO GO OUT CAN'T EVEN GO FIND YOU AND YOU WILL CALL EVERY 1 HOUR AND CHECK AND MAKE SURE I'M AT HOME RESTING .. MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN I SAY HUNGRY OR GASTRIC PAIN YOU WILL MAKE SURE I EAT SOMETHING .. MISS THOSE TIMES WHEN I'M OUT WITH YOU ,, YOU WILL MAKE SURE I'M HAPPY AND I WOULDN'T GET HUNGRY .. MISS THAT TIME I CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER .. I MISS THOSE TIMES ALOT .. I REALLY HOPE YOU SEE THIS AND GO BACK TO LAST TIME ): WILL YOU ?? I DUN THINK SO BAH ??

V's LIFE





.Tuesday, August 16, 2011' 11:00 PM Y
I cut my wrist every night.

I REALLY JUST HOPE THAT YOU WILL TELL ME THE TRUTH .. I'M LOST .. WHO AM I REALLY TO YOU ?? I DON'T GET IT .. DON'T UNDERSTAND IT .. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG .. YOU AREN'T REPLYING MY MSG , AREN'T RETURNING MY CALLS .. FACEBOOK MSG YOU ALSO DON'T BOTHER LIKE THAT .. WHAT DID I DONE TO MAKE YOU LIKE THAT TREAT ME ?? YOU WANT THE PAST ME .. DON'T ALWAYS TELL YOU WHAT GOES WRONG WITH YOU ETC .. I TRIED TO DO THAT .. I'VE STOP TELLING YOU WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU .. BUT NOW I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT GOES WRONG WITH YOU .. CAN YOU TELL ME ?? I'M LOST AND STUCK IN THIS .. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO .. CAN YOU TELL ME ?? AT LEAST REPLY MY MSG .. OR RETURN A CALL .. JUST LIKE THAT ,, I'M MORE THAN HAPPY .. JUST BY HEARING YOUR VOICE ,, IS MORE THAN ENOUGH ..

V's LIFE !







the emoY


All about emo =D
Name: Vivien Tan
Age: 17 (This year)
School: Balestier ITE
Birthday: 07 JUNE

LOVE ME ? I'LL LOVE YOU BACK ! HATE ME ? PRESS THE SMALL LITTER RED BUTTON WITH A CROSS INSIDE [X] OR PRESS Alt+F4 ! Don't like me ? TOO BAD !! LOLS ! born to pleased you ! I'm born to serve God !
I don't want to create trouble ! You don't come find trouble !
Don't like me ? Tell STRAIGHT TO MY FACE !! Don't say good things infront of me and bad things behind my back !!!
Don't like me ? Don't come into my life then ! Noone force you !
THIS IS ME !!!


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emo me wants.
-YOU !!♥
-MORE HEEHORRS !!♥
-AN IPOD TOUCH !!♥
-A LAPPY !!♥
-MORE NEW CLOTHES & SHOES !♥

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